What the S*IT is happen with my throat 2day?! >~<"

i will try to write blog everyday because i wish to improve my english..and i will try not to use 'SC' = short cut in my blog..[i keep using sc till my whole exam paper is full with sc words..and i get a pretty dam lausy mark..]

*mark me if i have any mistake in my blog..yr sweet and precious is WELCOME!!*

2day is d most quiet day among this years for me 'i think'..
wake up form my bed feel my throat is DAM dry..so i go and have a glass of water..drink milk [like usually i do..hope can grow taller..LOLX] change my school uniform waiting my teacher that stay just a neighbour to my house..

when i 1st reach the school i just walk the direction back to my class..on the way of it..i meet some frien but i didnt greed with them..some of them smile with me bt i just ignore it..*i do everything depend on my mood* 100% emotional person..
the 1st view that my eye searching when i my 1st step into the class is......*someone place* because she usually run to 5SB..hahax..a cute girl that is polite..she got a nice personality..xD but today she is sitting at her sit and studing..bt i dint go and say GOOD MORNING to her but i always did..and..i felt that..i was tooooo emotional..so i sms her n tell her that i m sry..=.=

everything is happen out of my control...and i am GOING to BE CRAZY SOON!!...

the moment i want to speak out, someone have started the conversation and i dunno how am i gunna mixed with it..

the moment i wish to sleep yr words remind me to never be lazy agian..work HARDER..

the moment i was talking yr words remind me agian..NEVER to use any BAD WORDS..[try to change it]

the moment i feel to be alone..ALL OF THE CELAKA person come and disturb me or ask me a favour[talk crap]

i got my own dream and i want to make it reality..bt seem like all my family members is ANTI me..

i am YR CHILDREN and i need to get support, confort form u all..and all YOU give me is burden..

sometimes i was thinking...........what will happen to my future....can i be what i wanna be..athough i cant get supprot from my family or friends..i need to face the challange alone..AM i brave enoguh to do it...T^T

what can i say...[Life is not the way it's supposed to be. It's the way it is. The way you deal with it is what makes the difference]

wish YOU good luck 4 yr car lesson 2moro yar..➸泉少™ <3