365 DAYS OF LOVE: DAY 365 ~ JUST LOVE.

Love is true. Love is painful. Love is not easy. Love can be messy. Love is powerful. Love can change you. Love is difficult. Love is commitment. Love is what hate is not. Love learns. Love always listens. Love doesn’t hold onto the wrongs. Love overlooks the sin. Love looks into the heart. Love can be gained. Love can be lost. Love is possible. Love forgives, every time. Love doesn’t lie. Love is always worth a try. Love makes you laugh. Love makes you cry. Love hurts so bad. Love can’t be explained, but love can be felt. Love knows. Love is unconditional. Love accepts you just the way you are. Love protects, defends and fights to the end. Love prefers. Love will sacrifice all for the sake of another. Love is not afraid. Love is full of courage. Love begins with God, then it starts with you. Love takes time. Love doesn’t make sense sometimes. Love is beautiful. Love can be ugly. Love shows kindness. Love is not blind, love sees. Love is compassion. Love can be desperate. Love is discovered when you are broken. Love is in the little things. Love is caught in the most unseen moments. Love is deep, never shallow. Love lends a hand. Love feeds the hungry. Love doesn’t think of itself first, but always others. Love doesn’t demand it’s rights. Love trusts. Love lets go. Love doesn’t blame others. Love takes responsibility. Love doesn’t hold grudges. Love doesn’t compare. Love always believes. Love is risky. Love is worth taking the risk even if it means being hurt. Love is a lesson. Love is all we have. Love feels. Love is distant. Love is close. Love is in every heart. Love dreams. Love encourages. Love is crazy. Love makes you do crazy ridiculous things. Love sucks. Love is a drug. Love is everything. Love bleeds. Love was hung on a cross for all our sins. Love doesn’t see fault. Love gives you what you don’t deserve. Love hates. Love loves. Love is madness. Love is lonely sometimes. Love speaks. Love is silent. Love is loud. Love is discipline. Love is uncomfortable. Love is humble. Love enjoys. Love has fun. Love eats. Love sleeps. Love is an adventure. Love brings peace. Love doesn’t judge. Love embraces. Love gives big hugs. Love smiles. Love dances. Love is always down to help. Love is there for you when you need it the most. Love cares. Love is alive. Love is full of tears. Love makes the heart heavy, like right now. Love will heal with time. Love doesn’t need an answer every time. Love prays. Love hopes. Love never ever gives up. Love is repentant. Love is sorry. Love gets back up again. Love tries. Love pushes you to your limits. Love is scary. Love doesn’t work out always. Love can teach you a good lesson. Love is better than lust. Love gives everything it has. Love doesn’t hold back. Love is not cheap, but costly. Love is a choice. Love is not forced. Love doesn’t take advantage. Love respects. Love always seeks for the best interest of others. Love is giving up what you want, for the wants of another. Love is a promise unbroken. Love is your word. Love doesn’t play games. Love is serious. Love isn’t learned in a day, but learned in a lifetime. Love will make you get on your knees. Love waits. Love moves on. Love is hard. Love is generous. Love kills. Love brings life. Love doesn’t point the finger. Love looks within. Love always wins. Love grows. Love is example. Love is faithful. Love is understanding. Love is full of grace. Love is truth. Love gives roses. Love is finer than wine. Love is found in Paris. Love is lost in life. Love is creative & love creates. Love is a struggle. Love comes and love goes. Love gets mad. Love sometimes yells. Love is brutal. Love is affection. Love transforms. Love is sex done God’s way. Love is pure like a newborn baby. Love is childish. Love is mature. Love is being yourself. Love is loving yourself. Love can. Love is freedom. Love is radical. Love is rad. Love can lead to war. Love can defend the poor. Love is just. Love always does what is right. Love is coming clean. Love is new every morning. Love is there every night, you just have to look for it. Love is in the darkness. Love shines like the dawn. Love is warm. Love is cold too. Love repents. Love is willing to change. Love does what is necessary. Love doesn’t just talk, it walks. Love can feel like a jail cell. Love comes in different forms is expressed in different ways. Love is a language. Love serves. Love is quality time. Love is a gift. Love is heard. Love is physical, don’t be afraid to touch. Love plans. Love is also spontaneous. Love is a surprise. Love is wise. Love can be learned in life experience good or bad. Love makes the heart happy. Love can’t be taken away, unless you let it. Love is something else. Love doesn’t focus on self. Love is God. Yes, God is love. Love yourself, then you can love others. Love is a golden rule for life. Love is what we were created for. Love is big. Love is not noticed. Love is stealth. Love is all around. Love is a song. Love is a presence. Love is worship. Love gives glory. Love always has a story to tell. Love looks like Jesus. Love doesn’t always feel good, but it is good. Love is fearless & faith-full. Love is drama haha. Love takes two. Love is infinite. Love forgets. Love is not full of itself. Love is not addicted, love is self controlled. Love hates evil. Love will not boast or brag. Love is the kindest person you will ever meet. Love is real. Love keeps it real. Love is truthful, it doesn’t beat around the bush. Love is in the eyes. Love can be painful to look at. Love makes priority. Love is not the shape of a heart, love is in the form of a cross. Love isn’t a job. Love isn’t a project. Love just is. Love is who we are, love is what we do, love is perfect even though we are not perfect. Love knows no excuses. Love doesn’t live a lie. Love is a raging fire that can’t be contained, neither explained. Love is worth it all, love gives it all, love is all I want, love is all I need. Love is everything to me. Love I’m still learning. Love I’m still failing. Love you force me to keep going, even when I mess up. Love messed me up. Love is simple & complicated all at the same time. Love is tiring. Love also energizes. Love is up. Love is down. Love makes your heart pound. Love is magical. Love is passionate. Love is willing to suffer. Love is willing to lose it all to gain it all. Love is death. Love is resurrection. Love is to die for. Love I could keep going, but I will stop here. Just love.

had a unforgettable countdown

"success is getting what you want, happiness is liking what you get!"


just came back from a beach party...... the party is not that happening because just a few people that dare to play and move. others are just like attending a wedding dinner sitting there looking around. *bored*


me and my friend take the 1st move to jump into the WATER and get all of us WET :D as i said i miss gym very very badly... so just now i saw some public stuff inside the pool area that i could use to train ... i looked around... nobody is  looking..... :) is time... .. . ha! i do few sets of chest pump and fore arm :) *my fore arm is calling 911 right now.. i could feel the pain when i grab something really hard*


i saw her when the first i walk in........ she asked me why am i here? you told me you will be busy before that? i answered her . .. my friend force me to come *a very terrible reason that i have made* actually this is a last min decision. because we have no place to go... and i really wish that i could see you somehow...... 


GOD i hope this time you will help me. you had gave me a chance . ... i will accept the chance.. .. please don't let her go away like she did all the time. give me the chance to hold her......... i will be the best. i will! (:


a very very unforgettable countdown.. .. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1... *sound from the beach party.. we currently located in a very very private place doing a very very private stuff and we all are shouting .... OI, faster . oi faster!* and after that we going to "teluk batik" a of the name of the seaside in my hometown... malays are SHOWING THEIR MOTORBIKE skills. lol. 


my favorite part was the journey back home....... because of the traffic jam me and my friend have a heart to heart talk.... is very interesting when we share what we did pass few years together... our own love story, some private secret. now i know is TRUE. if you couldn't happy with your own.. you do not deserve to get a lady that you want. if will only end up with a S.A.D ending :)


happy new year nation! enjoy the day in this magical year! in a NEW year i hope you guys could achieve what you wish to get.. work hard! for muscle building lovers i hope you guys can really push yourself to the limit. LIFT hard and DIET hard! you will soon see the shape and effect! remember don't cheat in each exercise, just do what you guys could! but don't over train! any question can add my msn or fb nor leave the question in the chat box i will reply  :) 


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this post is too a late one.  buy still enjoy! :)

Time may pass, places change but memories...They are forever.. .. .

as i expected... few hours ago .. .. i was attending a wedding dinner.... she saw me...so.. . she text me .. . . i reply her..... 

dear father....... if she is the one for me why am i still need to walk alone in my relationship..? if she is not belongs to me why am her keep walking in and out into my life? please show me the path........ i was trying to let it go and things happen like giving me a chance to hold it on and later on is still remain the same and keep repeating the same old shit!!?!? wtf... i hate this kind of life! fuck this life. 

gym will be reopen on 3th january and the sad things is i am going back subang on january 2.................. (high percentage!) my muscle seem not growing well in fact shrink because my dumbbell was left in my cousin car, they stay at kl so..... i need to go back to subang to get it back D: i miss my dumbbell. i miss the gym equipment... D;

later night my ns friend will be coming to my hometown and i am going to be the tourist guide for the 1st time. lol, hope all the things will go well.. 

i am trying to hide myself from being to get in touch with her so that i wouldn't remember the past.... i am clear that i couldn't cant the pass but the future and i am clear that she won't be the one for me. brayn can you stop dreaming?! fuck, you always be the one who consult your friends when they are killing by the love sick and now you become one of them. clear your mind! wash your face! slap yourself and stop thinking about all this nonsense! you should be working hard to achieve your dream not the dream that are not realistic! *not about your love story*

i have to admit that i start to drink nowadays.............. i hope smoking will not be the next. time will not wait for me.... the earth will be spinning still. day by day....... 

tomorrow i have another date with my tudi zai. have to introduce her a book a real nice one.! name of the book is 说话之道 by 蔡康永. he share many useful information that i should learn. the way we talk.... what we should say and what we shouldn't. what topic can we use to build a conversation.... is all about "way to tal" if you are interested you should go to book store and feed yourself.. i highly recommend this one! :)

is near 3am now. i have to go to bed................... i will sleep well tonight...... my heart told me that. her text safe me...... i know that this is not good but.... . . .........      maybe just for today.. .           .

night nation! enjoy the last day before 2011 :) and 2012 will not be the judgement day because i still have my stuff with the label expired date on 2012. ha! :D

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this was a yesterday post.. something happen to my internet connection so i couldn't upload it. :)

i realized that no matter how strong your love is & no matter how you truly love a person,if your heart gets tired,everything changes,even if you don't want to.

yesterday midnight about 2am i am still awake on my bed... i keep hearing sounds around my ears.......  those sounds is came from incests.. i dunno why those sound seem so loud and i couldn't get myself into sleep at all... i am having insomnia this few days.................... i need some time to get myself back to the person that i use to..

watching movie, dota, creating new magic, playing with my magic and gym is the only way that i could do to stop thinking about her............. i didn't realize that her.. .. had been mixing in a part of my daily routine.. i will stalk on her fb to check whether she is okay ...... i will have the impulse to text or sending a simply sentences to her... (how are you, are you fine, where are you right now....) i am trying so hard to block myself from stepping into her life again only if i could letting her go with a smile on my face that truly blessing her to find her own happiness...... 

is 2.04am right now................ same as yesterday........ those sound is getting louder and louder... in my mind i know it clear that is just a part of illusion...... 

how good was it if i could use magic to clean of the part of the memory that i don't wish to keep in my mind then i would not be facing such many problem. problem is a part of my life "homework" i know that. those homework is to make me grow stronger! become more mature. but why me........................... i felt tired too. D;

this is the time that i wish to rest.. no problems ..... where is all my laugher been? from the korean kjy to lyn to h...... 

if you could not be happy with your own you will  not be happy with others.. i am trying to make myself stronger...........

LOA where had you been. i have lost contact with you for few weeks and now my life is like a living hell. i need you! god can you please help me.... can you see i am here waiting for your help........... 

i need a new plan! 

nation................... i will be back and that time i will be stronger than ever! Is now 2,14am…………

A very weird one D; going to ipoh to chill myself up!

Had a real weird dream last night… just the night after I am trying to let ya go.!

You came into my dream like you know I will be helping you again……….. and I fail to keep my words.. I step into your life and help you once again! Wtf is going on.?! I cant even defect you even in my dream.?!!

I have miss so many precious chance to start a really good relationship.. I have hurt so many girls…. I feel myself is such a cold blood person in a relationship………. Sorry for hurting you girls in such a coward way.

Everyone deserve second chance can I get one? I have to admit that I had let a girl down few months ago just because of I still deeply in love with the pass that the old one have given me. You touch my heart and making me believe in miracle in millions way and all you get is nothing from me. .. ……

Now that I am regret and I want you back………. Can i? just few days ago.. Christmas day somehow we met… I am very happy to see you in that moment, in the same time I don’t want to express the happiness that I had in the public. We use to talk and joke all the time and now we are more like strangers…. We don’t talk much like we use to. We don’t share joke anymore… all that is left is just a BLANK PAGE….

Probably you would ask and curious about why am I turning my head back to you….. I know you care about me…  I lie about my real feeling about you…. I had no idea how to face you in that kind of situation … all that I can do that moment is getting myself out off the awkward feeling. If I am too late then......... i will move on (: i will make you the final decision maker..

I've learned the best way to prevent your heart from getting broken, is to act like you don't have one.

single life (let it go and let it be)

single but never alone :)


enjoy his single life a lot.


doing things that he want. 


acting like an idiot without finding himself any shame.


flirt with any girl that he want.


perform magic anywhere to who that he is interested with.


thinking and solving a magic inside his room for few hours like nobody business.

date with any girls that he knows without worrying those gossips that use to turn up.

Speeding on the road …… I .. I cant explain……

A new quote from me… don’t “chase” a girl.. a relationship is a relation that comes naturally… no matter how much effort that you trying to put in a relationship… if one of them don’t want to move but then just enjoy the service that the another one provide, at the end it will just come to an ending…..

I don’t want to wait anyone. Is time for me to let it go… I know that.!

Every time I heard from my friend who and who is having a love sick… I was thinking is that a joke? Is that love that complicated.? Anyway now I know it myself. Is true… is complicated  if you pick a wrong one. The wrong path will just bring you to another wrong turn and if you keep walking in that line, you will be living in a WRONG life.. I like to make myself clear before I make a move. Maybe this is why….

Every time I want to find myself a way to let you go… you turn up……….. I don’t know how the hell you know I am in a very Xxxxxx condition but.. you just cure away all my pain you seem to me my medicine. This will be the pass. I will never want this kind of life.

1 of my friend is too having a X relationship…. And he is suffering right now until putting himself into suicide position… smoking taking drugs………  he told me to never start a wrong relationship…. He told me how he felt after all this years……

3years half have pass away…….. I had make my worst decision ever to wait for you for such a long time… I always be the one to share your pain and helping you to solve the problem and you………. enjoying…. Enjoying the service that I provide for ya………. How many time had I told ya I love you seriousl;y?!

You just ignore like nothing happen…… even worst sometimes you just drop a very short and clear one for me “I know you are joking… this is not funny.” Do you think I will be joking with you…. with my sincerity in my voice….. I will not blame ya. I know is hard too for ya.. because of your parents……. Family comes first and we both know…….. sorry to say this…… I don’t love you like I did yesterday. Hope you can find your own happiness that you wish for… i have make my choice to move on……….. I will move on!!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!

merry christmas to nation! how your guys doing? dont forget to eat healthy and continue moving your muscle! :) will be update my blog next week i guess, have a lots of outing and events this few weeks :)

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